Showing posts with label me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label me. Show all posts

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

A Brief Note on Lent



Lent is an interesting period in the church calendar. Originally intended to symbolize Christ's temptation in the desert, it has become one of the largest celebrated seasons in the World. As today is Ash Wednesday, the first day of lent, I thought it might be appropriate to discuss what I'm doing for Lent, and why so many people get it wrong.
Lent is more about having a right heart than it is about sacrificing something. Many people wrongly decide to observe Lent as an exercise of their will power, not understanding the greater significance of their fast. This year, as the first year I will observe Lent, I have both given up a couple of things and added something to my life. I will be drinking one gallon of water everyday, and will be giving up the majority of carbonated drinks. My goal is no more than 4x12oz cans a week. The one other thing I intend to do over this period of fasting is to eat out less, and eat with my family more. All of my "sacrifices" for Lent are directly related to two guiding principles of life that I am trying to stick with. First, that my body is not my own, but God's creation and thus I am expected to maintain it well. I have let my physical well-being slip in the last few years, and this "sacrifice" for Lent is an opportunity to love God with my body. The second driving principle of this concept relates to the biblical command to love my family. As the oldest son, and as one still living in my parents house, I have not obeyed that command well. I hope to be able to spend time with my parents, while living at home, so that when I go over-seas, they will not feel abandoned.
So then, thats my plan for Lent. I'm going to try to Love God and Love my Family.

Monday, February 23, 2009

A Break from Blogging and a Trip to North Africa

In case either one of you faithful readers has missed me, I've been taking a break from blogging to focus on some more important endeavors (school, IMB, the Summit...)
Lord willing, I'll be making my return to the blogosphere in the next month or so, with a series of posts on theological topics. In the mean time, I thought you all might like a brief overview of my life at present.

I'm twenty-four credit hours away from finishing my degree in English at the College at Southeastern, with a lot of options open to me when I graduate.
I work part-time at Southeastern Seminary, in the media dept, doing production and design work.
I am also doing an internship at the Summit Church in Durham, NC, in Video and Design.
I'm currently single, with no intention of dating over the next 18mo.
The reason I'm not pursuing any relationships is that at this point, I am planning on spending two years in North Africa with the Journeyman program, as part of a Church plant from the Summit. If everything works out, I will be leaving for the field in August of 2010, and spending two years there with a team of Godly men and women, sharing the love of Jesus in an Islamic context. Your prayers are greatly appreciated as I prepare to do this.

I'll be posting more on the blog once life gets into a better groove.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

A Gospel Confession for 2008



Or, why the description “The (2008) Confession of a materialistic, hypocritical, narcissistic, egotistical, proud, cynical, ignorant, lazy, apathetic, Pharisaic, rebellious, syncretistic, moralistic and addicted; sinner” doesn’t even begin to cover it.
In many ways, this year has been a painful year. I've been rejected by several women, I've been caught in sin, I've been almost kicked out of school, I’ve been dismissed as a musician and through it all I've proven myself a sinner over and over again. In many ways this year has taught me a lot about myself. I learned that I want a Godly wife, I learned that I'm capable of serious sin, I learned that I’m not the man I’m supposed to be, I even learned that I'm the most self-centered person I know.
As I contemplated this year and I relived the many painful moments of 2008, I began to see a cycle. I went through periods of great renewal, followed by painful crashes that left me feeling guilty, depressed and hopeless. I created alternative realities all around me, where I was the good-looking one, or where I was the talented one. As each cycle progressed, I saw my sin, the alternative realities I had created for myself, and I repented and turned toward a new path.
In many ways, this year has been a pendulum swing for me. I went from justifying myself through moralism, to taking journeys of “self discovery” in hopes of not needing to be justified . But no matter where I turned, my sin kept finding me out.
I tried making shortcuts for myself, and wound up in a meeting with the threat of being kicked out of school. I took a break from life for a semester, and ended up barely passing four classes. As I swung back and forth between the two poles of self justification, I kept seeing my own sin repeating itself. Through it all, I turned to many different forms of self-help, but I never turned to Christ.
As the most recent semester ended, I took some time to listen to some teaching by Tim Keller, out at Redeemer Church, NYC. His messages relating to Jesus and the gospel struck a chord in my life. The more I listened to Keller preach the gospel, the more I began to see myself in stories like the prodigal son. Which brings me back to that description of myself that doesn’t even begin to cover it. This year has taught me something invaluable. I’m a colossal screw-up. And before you tell me I’m “being too hard” on myself, I think it might be wise to point out that I would know.
But that’s not the point. Because as big a screw up as I am, there is a bigger solution to my life problems than anything I could ever attempt to do on my own. As Keller puts it, Jesus saves both self-righteous moralists, and self-discovering rebells, he died for both. And that means that screw-ups like me are given hope for the future. Because of Jesus, and what he did in dying for my sin and rising from the dead to give me new life, I don’t have to worry about being a screw-up, because there is nothing I have to do to be loved. And that’s why this is a Gospel confession, because the Gospel is the only hope I have for the future.

Friday, November 28, 2008

BLACKED OUT

Today my blog is blacked out, in mourning for the rampant materialism, idolatry and greed that will be cheered on today, in the name of a Bargain.
Please stand with me as I mourn Greed-Celebration-Day, otherwise known as "Black Friday".

Monday, November 24, 2008

Holidays



The Holiday season is upon us.
And hopefully, that will mean that I can return to regularly posting.
I have a series of doctrinal posts, on topics ranging from "missional" to the roles of women in church, is in the works.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

CCEF Conference 2008


I am currently skipping work and classes to go to the Annual Christian Counseling and Education Foundation Conference in Valley Forge, PA.
The one pre-conference session I am attending is by David Powlison on being a "Wise Counselor".
So far, he's been awesome. (And I don't say that lightly)
Tonight I get to have dinner with some of the church family from my home church, and spend some quality time with my dad...
For an actual live blog of the conference, check out Tara Barthel's liveblog.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

A War Song

From an actor portraying a chaplain in Korea, commenting on Vietnam...
I think this war song rightly critiques a lot about our current climate...



The Lyrics are as follows...
There's no one singing war songs now like people used to do,
No "Over There,"
no "Praise the Lord,"
no "Glory Hallelu."
Perhaps at last we've asked ourselves what we should have asked before,
With the pain and death this madness brings,
what were we ever singing for?

Amen

Saturday, July 12, 2008

I'm Mad at "Mr. Right"



(This is what happens when three different girls tell a guy that they could never date him, cause he's "like my brother")

What does it mean to "be in love"?
What do we mean, when we say "I like him/her"?
As I've been contemplating these kinds of questions, I've been amazed by the shallowness of so many of my Christian friends. Here's what I mean:
A girl I know decided that she didn't want anything to do with a guy friend of mine, simply because my guy friend didn't like the same kind of music she did. (I wish I was kidding) Then there was the guy who totally ignored one of my female friends because she "wasn't what [he] was looking for". He didn't even consider the fact that she is a great girl, with a good personality, and that she has a burning passion for Jesus Christ. And then, not to whine about my own life, but apparently, I'm every girls' brother (at least thats what they tell me). I guess I don't understand what any of my friends are looking for in a relationship. What I do see in scripture doens't seem to be lining up with what I see in the lives of many of my friends.
From Proverbs 31, we see that a woman of God should display the following qualities:

  • She is trustworthy, and has the trust of her husband.

  • She is willing to work hard and provide for the needs of her husband.

  • She is willing to sacrifice her personal comfort for the good of her family.

  • She is strong.

  • She opens her hand to the poor and reaches out her hands to the needy.

  • She is strong and dignified

  • She is wise and kind.

  • She is not idle.

  • She fears the lord and is not concerned with charm or the vain pursuit of beauty.


I would encourage all my guy friends to look for these kinds of girls, instead of primarily focusing on looks or personality. In the same way, girls should be looking for the kind of man Paul describes to his protege in 1 Timothy 3.


  • He must be sober-minded and self-controlled.

  • He must be respectable and hospitable.

  • He must be not a drunk.

  • He must be not violent.

  • He must be gentle and not quarrelsome.

  • He must be not a lover of money.

  • He must manage his own life well.


I would encourage all my female friends to look for these kinds of guys, instead of primarily focusing on looks or personality. As my good friend Scot loves to remind me, "you should be looking for a righteous guy/girl, not necessarily the 'right' guy/girl"

Thursday, July 3, 2008

I Don't Always Understand


Some recent theological thinking has led me to this logical (and hopefully biblical) progression of thought.

Humanity is unwilling and unable to seek God. God's goodness is so great that we (as beings thoroughly corrupted by sin) can not bear to be near him, so we flee from his presence. Because all humans are fleeing from him, in order to save individuals, God has interrupted the flight of many, and has opened their eyes to the Gospel. When God interrupts our flight, he enables us the ability to exercise our free will and choose him. God delights in wooing us and knowing that if He reveals Himself to us then we won’t reject Him. Unlike the teaching of some, God actually offers the free choice of salvation, however, because he has enabled us to see him, and we were made in the Image of God, having seen the truth, we will always choose God. That is the awesomeness of our power and freewill. At first we can (and do) reject Him fully, yet we are able to (and do) receive Him if He reveals Himself to us. If we did not have freewill, we could not choose to accept Him and He would not need to reveal Himself to us through creation and Scripture.
And the Gospel is this; that God entered into human history, he grew up and inaugurated the kingdom of God by living a sinless life,and going to a Roman Cross in the city of Jerusalem. He died an excruciating death to atone with his blood for human sin. He accomplished the salvation of humans by substituting himself as a payment for the sin-debt we owed to our Holy God, he accomplished the redemption of all who would believe, and then he rose, securing our eternal home in Heaven.

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Simplicity



What does it mean to live simply?
This is the question I have been pondering over the last several weeks.
Do I need to give more money to the poor?
Do I need to sell my computer, my car, my ipod?
Do I need to stop doing some of the things I've been doing?
Do I need to drink a latte every day?
How do I apply the commands of Jesus to my lifestyle?
How does the Gospel effect my lifestyle choices?
I plan to take some time off in the coming weeks to figure these questions and their answers out.
If you have any suggestions or encouragement in this area, please feel free to leave a comment.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

On Trusting God


What does it mean to fully trust God?
I don't know.
Here's what I do know.
After 7 months, three weeks and two days of pursuing my own desires, plan and ideals; I am finally beginning to realize what one aspect of trusting God looks like.
As I have fought with my own emotions and desires in this one pursuit, I have told God again and again, "I know what I'm doing." In the end it took the words of a man much wiser than I, who has authority over the situation, and a friend who saw the look in my eyes, to tell me to let God handle it. All that to say, I'm slowly learning that God is in control of my life, and that I need to stop worrying about the future. Planning, yes. Worrying and obsessing about it? No. Which brings me to the topic of today's post.

The Sovereignty of God in the Lives of His Children
I believe that God has a plan for my life. As I have been contemplating the future, I have been overwhelmed with the Love of God. Romans 8 pictures the love of God, both in saving us and protecting us from harm.
Romans 8:26-35a
Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words.
And he who searches hearts knows what is the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints according to the will of God.
And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.
For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might be the firstborn among many brothers.
And those whom he predestined he also called, and those whom he called he also justified, and those whom he justified he also glorified.
What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?
He who did not spare his own Son but gave him up for us all, how will he not also with him graciously give us all things?
Who shall bring any charge against God's elect? It is God who justifies.
Who is to condemn? Christ Jesus is the one who died—more than that, who was raised—who is at the right hand of God, who indeed is interceding for us.
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ?
There are three things about this passage that specifically stand out to me.
First, the Spirit of God knows what we need and want, even when we can not express it fully. He listens to us, and intercedes with us to God. And it is comforting to know that God not only knows what I want and need, but is also working for my benefit within his will.
Second, for those God has called out, he specifically works for our good. Even as God has chosen us, he has called us. He has individually spoken into the lives of people, and called them to himself. And as he has called us, he then justified us at the cross, so that we who he called could return into the original fellowship between God and man. And then, having justified his people by his blood, this God takes the time to make us holy over time. God is invested in my life.
Last, I love the language of verses 33-35. That we can take comfort in being in the Love of God, because of the work of Christ on the cross. Because, God loved this world so much, that he sent down in his son, to die on a cross, to rise, and then to make intercession before God the father for us, his children. My comfort in times of trial comes in the cross. That Christ would die, rise and intercede for me, is the ultimate demostration of God's love for me.

Monday, April 21, 2008

A Messy Topic and a Missional Response


"Dating", "girlfriend", "courting", "relationship"...
There are fewer words that make a single guy nervous than when an older relative or friend brings up "the" topic. In the words of my dear aunt Barbara, "So, Tim, are you seeing anybody right now?" While I always answer the question the same way ("Not right now, Aunt Barb, but I have some possibilities") I often wonder what God has for me during this time.

These past few weeks, I have been in earnest prayer and petition before God as I have been prayerfully been considering a good friend of mine as someone with whom I would like to begin a relationship. As I have gotten to know this young woman and see her character, I have become increasingly convinced that God has pointed her out to me. As I understand her better, I respect her more and more. But more about her later.

In my browsing today, I ran across Josh Harris' Blog and was intrigued by an article linked off of that page. In it, the author was discussing what it means for a guy to model Christ for his girlfriend/fiancée . It hit me as I was reading that I should be seeking to model the love of Christ for my friend, even though we are not currently "dating". It hit me that if I am to serve her as her brother in Christ, then I must actively lay down my life, so to speak, for her. And not just for her, but for all my family of faith.

Missionally speaking, it is the job of those who claim Christ to lay down our lives for those around us. This may mean that we let others do things that we don't like, that we take time to care about their lives, that we give of our time to help others. Which brings me back to relationships.
As a single guy, I had given up trying to impress girls. I was sick and tired of doing things for girls and then having them think I was hitting on them. It was simply not worth the looks, comments and emails I got, to serve them. But in preparing my heart to enter into a relationship, I have begun to realize that if I am not serving my Christian family, how can I serve any girlfriend?

As I have been pondering these things, I have realized that I must seek something different in a relationship with this girl (or any other). Where before I was seeking my own pleasure and happiness in having someone else care about me, I am now going to try to focus on serving her and caring about her rather than trying to please myself. This will be difficult for me, as I am as selfish as every other human on the planet. I pray by God's grace to build the friendship I already have with this young woman into something more God-glorifying through our mutual service to each other, and our mutual love for the God who saves us.
Be in prayer for me, as I seek to live out the Love of God in my family of faith, and in my relationship with a particular young woman.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Global Prayer Gathering - Saturday Afternoon and Evening

This afternoon, we got the opportunity to pray for individual field operations that IJM has around the world. It was amazing to see the people God is using to fight the good fight. The prayers of the saints were encouraging, even as we heard of horrible sins and great victories.
We went into downtown DC to pray at several of the national Monuments there, my group going to the Jefferson memorial. It was incredible to feel the awesome power of this city in the larger scope of the world, and to remember that while we fight to save individuals, there is a bigger picture. [Sorry no political rant today.]

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Global Prayer Gathering - Saturday Morning

I got the opportunity to spend some more time in the 24hr prayer room early this morning, as God began revealing truth to me in his Word. I got the privilege of praying through Romans chapter 13, where the apostle Paul reminds the faithful that the time is coming, when the daylight shall break forth, and light will shine in the darkness.
Breakfast at Panera led to some thoughts on the face of Justice in modern Evangelicalism. There are Pentecostals, Methodists, Episcopals, Catholics, Baptists, Charismatics, Presbyterians and even Mennonites here. We are all worshiping the same Savior, and pleading with the same God for the redemption of victims. We are crossing denominational lines, even as we seek to bring Justice to a broken and hurting world. I was ashamed of my Baptist denomination, when I heard the stories of our brothers in the UMC and PCUSA churches, who are raising thousands of dollars to help free slaves in India. I was equally embarrassed when some of our Pentecostal sisters got up and shared how they were literally paying for dozens of specially-trained nurses in Guatemala, so that these nurses could help rape victims seek justice from their rapists. Without going off on a rant, I am eagerly praying that Southern Baptists will see God’s heart for Justice, and seek to make our world a better place. Sometime next week, I’m going to post some thoughts on evangelism and justice, though I have not the time or energy to do so today.

Global Prayer Gathering- Friday

[I'm live blogging from the IJM Global Prayer Gathering in D.C.]

I was struck by the different kinds of people at the Banquet we had tonight.
There were lawyers and hippies, teenagers and grandparents, charismatics and fundamentalists, African Americans and Asians, Democrats and even a few Republicans. And we were a family. We were united by two simple truths. Jesus Christ has changed us, and God desires justice for this world.
We heard amazing stories of how God is moving (though for security, I’ve been asked to not post details). We heard of prosecution and restoration, torture and healing, rape and just punishment. God is working through the International Justice Mission.
We were led in worship by Ten Shekel Shirt, who took us before our God and helped us remember why we are fighting against injustice. I personally have not felt any freer in worship than when we sang Mighty to Save. The deep truth that our God is indeed in control of everything really hit home as we heard about the atrocities going on in the world and the men and women of God who are fighting against evil.
The last corporate event of the evening was a time of late night worship.
Even as a Baptist, it was amazing to tangibly feel the presence of God in out midst. We sang, we prayed and through it all, we worshipped. That time of worship led me naturally into a time of prayer in the 24hr prayer room at the hotel. For the first time in a long time, I was able to let go of some of the selfish things that have been consuming me, and truly pray for the world.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Justice


I'm going to the IJM Global Prayer Conference in DC this weekend, so this will be the last post before my Syncroblog at Missio Dei. For those of you who didn't know about this group, I've included some stuff about IJM. Please be in prayer for everybody involved, as there will be people from all over the world coming DC.

International Justice Mission is a human rights agency that secures justice for victims of slavery, sexual exploitation and other forms of violent oppression. IJM lawyers, investigators and aftercare professionals work with local governments to ensure victim rescue, to prosecute perpetrators and to strengthen the community and civic factors that promote functioning public justice systems. IJM's justice professionals work in their communities in 12 countries in Asia, Africa and Latin America to secure tangible and sustainable protection of national laws through local court systems.
Our Response:

International Justice Mission’s first priority in its anti-trafficking casework is to secure the protection of the law for trafficked women and children forced into commercial sexual activity. IJM investigators spend hundreds of hours gathering and documenting undercover evidence of trafficking and sexual exploitation. Using this evidence, IJM staff members then work with local authorities to remove victims from forced prostitution and ensure that they have access to aftercare services to meet their vital needs. IJM lawyers work to secure the conviction and sentencing of traffickers and other perpetrators in an effort to deter future crimes. Sex trafficking will endure as long as it remains a profitable criminal enterprise. By freeing victims and prosecuting their perpetrators, IJM operations increase the risk and decrease the profitability of trafficking. IJM works to combat sex trafficking in India, Cambodia, Thailand and the Philippines. In the 10 years since the organization’s founding, IJM investigations have resulted in freedom for hundreds of girls and women held by force in the commercial sex trade.

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Vintage Faith means more than just First Century Christianity


My faith was refreshed today by our body singing this old hymn of the faith.
I hope we do not throw out the baby with the bath-water of modernism.

Jesus sought me when a stranger,
Wandering from the fold of God;
He, to rescue me from danger,
Interposed His precious blood;

How His kindness yet pursues me
Mortal tongue can never tell,
Clothed in flesh, till death shall loose me
I cannot proclaim it well.

O that day when freed from sinning,
I shall see Thy lovely face;
Clothed then in blood washed linen
How I’ll sing Thy sovereign grace;

Come, my Lord, no longer tarry,
Take my ransomed soul away;
Send thine angels now to carry
Me to realms of endless day.

O to grace how great a debtor
Daily I’m constrained to be!
Let Thy goodness, like a fetter,
Bind my wandering heart to Thee.

Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it,
Prone to leave the God I love;
Here’s my heart, O take and seal it,
Seal it for Thy courts above.

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

On My Birthday


Today I "celebrate" another year of my life.
As I have been contemplating lately, I thought I should post my life verse.
It is my eager expectation and hope that I will not be at all ashamed, but that with full courage now as always Christ will be honored in my body, whether by life or by death. For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain.
Phil 1:20-21
May this verse encourage you, as it has encouraged me.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Why I'm Not EmergENT


"Young people will give their lives for an exclamation point, but they will not give their lives for a question mark, not for very long, anyway." -Kevin DeYoung
In a break from the usual posts about theology and politics, I thought it would be beneficial to explain why I do not consider myself Emergent, and give some thoughts on a book I just finished reading, Why We're Not Emergent (by two Guys who should be).
First to review the book, then to explain myself.

Over all, I enjoyed reading this book. It was insightful, incredibly gracious and focused. I was impressed by the authors ability to be "authentic" and dissect the Emergent movement. Co-written by a Pastor and a professional writer, this book feels like a cross between Blue Like Jazz and Becoming Conversant with the Emergent Church. Kevin DeYoung's chapters read like a good theological interpretation of the movement, and Ted Kluck's chapters read like the narrative of someone figuring out the movement.
They address some of the big issues of the Emergent movement, including Foundationalism, the Journey motif, and even the downplay of Doctrine for experience. They systematically examine the core assumptions of Emergents and point out some of the serious flaws within their thinking. I do not want to take the time to examine everything they wrote, but I would definitely recommend this book to anyone interested in the movement.

This book has given me much food for thought, as I seek to relate my faith to the world around me. I have often considered myself to be emerging, as I have identified with the sentiments of authors like Don Miller, Mark Driscoll, and Anthony Bradley. I have even enjoyed and appreciated the writings of Brian MacLaren, Dan Kimball and Rob Bell, though I have been concerned by some of the trends coming from these authors.
So after much consideration, I thought it might be beneficial to define where I fall theologically for you, the reader.
I AM:
1. not emergent.
2. not a fundamentalist.
3. not a Republican (yes this is a theological issue)
4. emerging. (I'll explain my terms)
5. generally Calvinistic/reformed.
6. politically conscious as an Independent.

1. While i do find myself outside many traditional concepts of church, I am not pluralistic or reductionistic. I believe that the Bible is the inspired, inerrant Word of God, and that it is authoritative for everyday life. I hold to the universal depravity of the human race, original sin and both the complete sovereignty of God and Human Responsibility.
2. While I agree with the majority of the fundamentals of the Christian faith, I reject the legalistic, tradition-centered practice of fundamentalism. I intentionally align my theological thought with those men who are willing to practice moderation as a spiritual gift. This means that I defend the ability of all Christians to decide for themselves on issues not explicit in scripture. It is my personal conviction that drinking alcohol or smoking tobacco are legitimate activities for a believer, in moderation, provided that they do not violate the biblical standards of physical health and responsibility. Basically, I would argue that its okay to drink a pint or smoke a cigar, provided that you are not getting drunk or addicted.
3. While it may seem ironic that I included my "political" position within my "theological" position, it is intentional and I believe, biblically necessary to do so. In recent years, the Conservative evangelical movement has become associated with republican politics. Thanks to men like Falwell and Robertson, most conservatives are portrayed as big-business, small government pro-life Republicans. While I do not have a problem with Christians who choose to support the Republican Party, I have a big problem with the alledged "Religious Right" / "Moral Majority". The Jesus I read about in the Gospels is not a politician, he specifically says that his Kingodm, and thus our kingdom is not of this earth. I believe it is vitally important (see previous post) to fight for the rights of unborn humans, I even believe that the government should be regulated, but I am not willing to equate my "theology" with the Republican Party. So, basically, I have no problem with people being Republicans, i simply have a problem with the Republican party being the "Christian party".
4. I consider myself part of the emerging movement of God in America. I intentionally differentiate between the movement of God in our country, and those who associate with Emergent Village. The emerging movement encompasses, as far as I can tell, many different streams of theological and practical thought. Within the movement are the New Reformed guys, the Emergent Village Guys, the house church movement and several other lesser streams. Through my associations with like-minded individuals, I consider myself part of the New Reformed stream, and follow thinkers like D.A. Carson, Tim Keller, Mark Driscoll and Anthony Bradley. I believe that the "traditional church" must see major reforms if it is to survive. The Gospel transforms lives, yet it seems that the "traditional" church has left the job of bringing the Gospel to the culture by the way side.
That said, the traditional church's theology, for the most part, is grounded in biblical teaching, whereas a number of the more emerging thinkers are willing to compromise doctrinal convictions as they study their theology.
5. After much study and prayer, I have settled my basic soteriological study and come to genrally agree with the Particular election view of men like Carson, Piper and Driscoll. I am still working through all the implications of that theology, and am unwilling to define the limtis of the atonement. I will be posting soon on my recent reading and conclusions on scripture.
6. As I stated previously, I do not vote along party lines. I will not take time here to discuss each of my political beliefs, nor anger those who disagree with me. I am willing to go on record that I do believe that the Sanctity of Human life should be a primary concern of the voter.

Emerging streams of thought are very important to Christianity's future. As I participate in this conversation, I hope to defend the orthodox doctrines of our faith and present the gospel in new and unique ways to this emerging generation.
More thoughts to come...

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

The Church and Politics: A Rant


I love America as a nation. I believe that we should respect and honor our flag and the other symbols of our nation. That said, I have a problem with the current way in which most Christians relate to politics. Where is the Love?
I do not mean to be trite or passe in my examination of Christian politics, I simply want to make a few observations.
1. Where in scripture does it teach us to impose our moral standards on our society? Are we supposed to make our society, even our country, into a moralistic, legalistic, democracy?
I would humbly propose that we are not commanded to moralize our country, but we are in fact called to lovingly evangelize our country. What America needs right now are not more hypocritical, bible-toting politicians, but more men and women in politics whose lives have been changed by the cross of Jesus Christ. We do not need another "Moral Majority", we do not even need a "Christian Coalition". What we need are men and women of biblical conviction to lovingly seek to make this country better.

2. (I'm gonna make some of you angry with me.)
How is it loving, in our cultural context to fight for the legal rights of the unborn?
Now, before you all try to excommunicate me, let me explain what I'm saying.
I believe its a gross injustice that 45,000 human beings are murdered every year. I believe that abortion is one of the single most heinous crimes going on in America today. However, that said, I believe that the way in which we our attempting to end the injustice is wrong. While I do believe that the Roe v. Wade decision was wrong and should be overturned, I think we are fighting this battle from the wrong direction. Rather than pouring billions into lobbyists and ad campaigns, what if we poured billions into crisis pregnancy centers and women's shelters? What if we fought for life one women at a time, instead of one law at a time? The problem I see, is that if we merely try to overturn a federal ruling, how are we loving individual people? Most women don't understand why we are fighting against their "right" to choose abortion. What if instead of condemning women for having abortions, we showed them beating hearts, and the effects of abortions on others. How would we be perceived then, if we simply loved them? This whole train of the thought leads me to my final thought.

3. What would happen if Christians were known by what we love and not by what we hate?
What would happen if we were known for loving women or for loving homosexuals? What if we sought to lovingly change what one person at a time? Instead of spending billions to legislate against abortion or gay marriage, what if we poured that money into one-on-one relational ministry, what if we supported people and programs to help pregnant women and gays find answers? I'm not saying we should condone abortion or homosexual acts, but I find it troubling that so many who do not condone those actions portray themselves as if they hate those involved in these sins.
So thats me political rant for the day. Stay tuned.

The Vision?

The vision is Jesus: obsessively, dangerously, undeniably Jesus.
The vision is an army of young people.
You see bones? They are an army.
And they are free from materialism. They laugh at the markets.
They hardly care! They wear clothes like costumes:
to show and to tell, but never to hide.
They know the meaning of the Matrix; the way the West was won.
They are mobile like the wind; they belong to the nations.
They need no passport.
People write their addresses in pencil and wonder at their strange existence.
They are free, yet they are slaves of the hurting and dirty and dying.

What is the vision?
The vision is holiness that hurts the eyes.
It makes children laugh and adults break and cry.
It scorns the good and strains for the best. It is dangerously pure.
This is an army that will lay down its life for the cause.
A million times a day its soldiers choose to lose that they might win, one day
the great "Well done" of faithful sons and daughters.
Such heroes are as radical on Monday morning as Sunday night.
They don't need fame from names. Instead they grin quietly upwards
and hear the crowds chanting again and again: "COME ON!"

And this is the sound of the underground
The whisper of history shaping
Foundations shaking
Revolutionaries dreaming once again
Mystery is screaming in whispers
Conspiracy is breathing...
This is the sound of the underground.

And the army is disciplined.
Young people who beat their bodies into submission.
Every soldier would take a bullet for his comrades at arms.
The tattoo on their backs boasts "For me to live is Christ and to die is gain."
Sacrifice fuels the fire of victory in their eyes.
Winners. Martyrs. Who can stop them?
Can failure succeed? Can fear scare them or death kill them?
And this generation prays like a dying man with groans beyond
talking, with warrior cries, sulphuric tears
Waiting. Watching: 24 - 7 - 365.
Whatever it takes they will give: Breaking the rules.
Shaking mediocrity from its cozy little hide.
Laying down their rights and their precious little wrongs,
laughing at labels, fasting essentials.

The advertisers cannot mold them.
Hollywood cannot hold them.
Peer-pressure is powerless
to shake their resolve
Material clothes matter not
Would they surrender their image or their popularity?
They would lay down their very lives,
swap seats with the man on death row;
guilty as hell.
A throne for an electric chair.
With blood and sweat and many tears,
with sleepless nights and fruitless days,
they pray as if it all depends on God
and live as if it all depends on them.


Their words make demons scream in shopping malls.
Don't you hear them coming?
Here come the frightened and forgotten, with fire in their eyes.
Their prayers summon the hounds of heaven and invoke the ancient dream of Eden.

And this is the sound of the underground
The whisper of history shaping
Foundations shaking
Revolutionaries dreaming once again
Mystery is screaming in whispers
Conspiracy is breathing...
This is the sound of the underground.